âWhatâs going on?â Donovan asked.
âHave any of you been to see Raphael?â Only Chris had the decency to look sheepish. âHeâs not doing well. Iâve been trying to come up with a way to help, only Iâve got nothing.â
âI thought Dr. Gonzales had him stabilized,â Donovan said.
âNot even close.â The eerie, cackling laugh of that thing inside Raphael echoed in my mind. âItâs The Exorcist over there. She shot him up with enough sedatives to knock out an alpha, and it only pissed off whateverâs possessing him. Best she could do was strap him down.â
Adrian leaned back in his chair. âSo, what now?â
âThatâs where you come in.â
He pointed to himself. âMe? Specifically?â
âYup.â Adrian was pretty easy going, and of all my friends he showed the most interest in getting closer with the brujos. He was also the only one in the pack that had brujo blood in him, even if it was a few generations removed. âIâve been reading everything I can get my hands on, and so far thereâs nothing that would help Raphael. Claudiaâs his best shot, but sheâs more than a day of travel away. So, what do you think about going with Shane, Beth, and I dunnoâsomeone elseâto Peru.â
âHe canât get on a plane,â Adrian said. âNot if heâs that bad.â
No kidding. âI figured thatââ
âYeah, if heâs really bad off, I wouldnât chance putting him on a plane,â Chris said. âItâs too risky. What if something happens mid-flight?â
I rolled my eyes. âI know. Thatâs what Iâm trying to say. So, back to my original idea, you drive down.â
âWeâll get an RV. If they drive in shifts, they could be down there in a day or two,â Dastien said.
âItâll take her at least that long to find a cure. That should be perfect.â I tried to keep any hope off my face as I turned back to Adrian. âSo, you game?â
Meredith snorted. âFor some nearly alone time with Shane, Iâd say heâs in.â
What? Why does he want alone time with Shane?
Probably because he has a crush on him.
Wait. Adrianâs gay? How did I not know that? I tried to keep the surprise off my face, but Adrian narrowed his gaze, and I looked away.
Dastien shrugged. Why do you think we train together every morning at five? Heâs not pairing up with any girls. He thinks his only shot at making a difference is being a Cazador. And it gives him cover from his parentsâwho are a couple of complete assholes.
My world had just been rocked. Iâd been so caught up in my own shit that I didnât really know the only friends Iâd ever had.
Donât do that. His romantic life is between him and whoever he ends up with. Just like itâs none of anyone elseâs business what you and I do or donât do.
That made sense, but I still felt like a moron. But you all knew?
Thatâs because weâve known each other a long time. This isnât about you.
Fine. I just feel selfish. Like a bad friend.
Youâre not a bad friend.
Meredith cleared her throat. âYou about done?â She turned to Donovan. âWeâre not that annoying, are we?â
âWorse.â Adrian groaned. âYouâre way worse. And being around the four of you isââ
âNauseating.â Chris chimed in. âItâs nauseating. When I finally find my True Mate, Iâm not doing any of this shit.â
Meredith threw a pen at him. âBig words, dork. Youâre going to be the worst of the bunch.â
âSo true,â I said. âYouâre all into art and feelings. Which means youâll be even more romantic than the rest of us.â
âYeah, well, paybackâs gonna be a bitch.â His voice had a hint of rasp to it as he laughed.
My smile faded as my