either, but they knock ’em out of the sky like balloons in a shootin’ gallery. Made for a helluva time at Okinawa.”
“If we run into the enemy, I’ll be sure to give ’em an eye test.”
“I still say the trench is man’s greatest invention. My kingdom for a trench.”
“You can dig all the trenches you want once we get back. My orders.”
“Isn’t that how they torture prisoners?”
“My pension to the man who invents a way to fasten your—shit, it’s started! Don’t get your balls blown off, gents!” Ferrell shouted.
The din of battle filled the air. I could feel the shudder of distant shells exploding.
I turned my attention to Yonabaru. After what happened in PT, maybe my dream was just a dream, but if Yonabaru died by my side at the beginning of the battle, I’d never forgive myself. I replayed the events of the dream in my head. The javelin had come from two o’clock. It had flown right through the camouflage screen, leaving it in tatters, all about a minute after the battle started, give or take.
I tensed my body, ready to be knocked down at any moment.
My arms were shaking. An itch developed in the small of my back. A wrinkle in my inner suit pressed against my side.
What are they waiting for?
The first round didn’t hit Yonabaru.
The shot that was supposed to have killed him was headed for me instead. I didn’t have time to move a millimeter. I’ll never forget the sight of that enemy javelin flying straight at me.
5
The paperback I’d been reading was beside my pillow.
It was a mystery novel about an American detective who was supposed to be some sort of expert on the Orient. I had my index finger wedged into a scene where all the key players meet for dinner at a Japanese restaurant in New York.
Without rising, I looked carefully around the barracks. Nothing had changed. The swimsuit pinup still had the prime minister’s head. The radio with the busted bass grated out music from the top bunk; from beyond the grave a singer admonished us against crying over a lost love. After waiting to be sure the DJ would read the weather report in her bubblegum voice, I sat up.
I shifted my weight as I sat on the edge of the bed.
I pinched my arm as hard as I could. The spot I pinched started to turn red. It hurt like a bitch. Tears blurred my vision.
“Keiji, sign this.”
Yonabaru craned his neck over the side of the top bunk.
“. . .”
“What’s the matter? Still asleep?”
“Nah. You need my signature? Sure.”
Yonabaru disappeared from view.
“Mind if I ask something a little weird?”
“What? I just need you to sign on the dotted line.” His voice came from over the bed frame. “Don’t need you to write anything else. No funny drawings of the lieutenant on the back or nothin’.”
“Why would I do that?”
“I dunno. It’s what I did the first time I signed.”
“Don’t start comparing—ah, forget it. What I wanted to ask was, the attack’s tomorrow, right?”
“Sure. That’s not the kinda thing they go changin’ up.”
“You’ve never heard of anyone reliving the same day over and over, have you?”
There was a pause before he replied. “You sure you’re awake? The day after yesterday’s today. The day after today is tomorrow. If it didn’t work like that, we’d never get to Christmas or Valentine’s Day. Then we’d be fucked. Or not.”
“Yeah. Right.”
“Listen. There’s nothin’ to tomorrow’s operation.”
“. . . Right.”
“Sweat it too much, you’ll turn into a feedhead—end up losing your mind before they even get a chance to blow your brains out.”
I stared blankly at the aluminum piping of the bed frame.
When I was a kid, the war against the Mimics had already started. Instead of cowboys and Indians or cops and robbers, we fought aliens using toy guns that fired spring-loaded plastic bullets. They stung a little when they hit, but that was all. Even up close they barely hurt. I always played the hero, taking the