he come to me and he picked me up by the arm and he held me up and he wore out a switch nearly on me, then dropped me back down. That was the first whippin he ever give me bout plowin. I just wasnât big enough for the job, thatâs the truth.
And that country where we was livin was rough and rocky. And heâmy poor old daddy is dead and gone but I donât tell no lies on himâhe put me to plowin a regular shift at twelve, thirteen years old. And I had to plow barefooted on that rocky country; anything liable to skin up my feet. And heâd go off, take his gun every mornin and hit the woods, practically every mornin, hit the woodsand the swamps, huntin. And he was a marksman if there ever has been one. Heâd go off with his gun and come back just loaded with gameâshootin a old double barrel muzzle-loader too. Youâd pour your powder in it and put you some paper in there and pack that powder tight. And he kept little sacks full of shot in his huntin pocket. Put that powder in the gun barrel, pack it down in there, then put his shot in there, charge of shot, push it down to that powder, just tamp it in place. You couldnât pack the shot in there; you could pack the powder close as you please, but when you put the shot in, pack it light. Then heâd pull them hammers back, take out his cap box, and set a little old cap on thereâthatâs muzzle-loader style. Then heâd shoulder that double barrel muzzle-loader up. It was a long gun, too, longer than the average breech-loader.
And so heâd hunt and some mornins heâd tell his wife, my stepmother, âGive Nate his breakfastââ and heâd get his gun and step out the door, bolt across the woods, across the swamps, and he was gone. âGive Nate his breakfast and let him get to plowin quick as he can.â And heâd go off and hunt until late time of day.
White people used to sayâthem Clays, we lived close to the Clay family: âHayes sure is a hard worker,â and laugh about it. âHayes is a hard worker. But heâs workin to keep from work.â That was funny to me too, but it was all the truth.
Iâve known my daddy to kill more wild turkeys, wild ducks, and catch more fish in Sitimachas Creek up between Beaufort and Pottstownâwe lived on the upper end of the creek close to Apafalya and Litabixee. And my daddy would catch fish, great God almighty. Catch em in baskets, two or three baskets; sometimes heâd catch more fish than the settlement could eat. And heâd get him some steel traps and go down to the creekâtrap eels. Fish, eels, wild turkeys, wild ducks, possums, coons, beavers, squirrels, all such as that. But he wouldnât shoot a rabbit if it jumped up before him; just didnât fancy rabbits out of all the beasts of the forests and fields.
Sometimes heâd come back off his hunt and come across the fieldâhe knowed where he said for me to plow. Heâd expect to find me there and heâd find me there. Iâd be plowin right along and the old mule I was plowin or old horse, whatever he had, heâd begin to throw up his head, turn around and look at me and kick at the plowâI knowed I was in for a whippin then. Because it didnât suit my daddy to have his mule actin up like that and his boy canât controlhim, and me barefooted too, just a little old boy plowin in that rough land. Iâd go on plowin and my daddyâd just stand off in a row until I plowed up pretty close to him. Heâd say, âNate.â
âYes sir?â
âWhat sort of plowin is this you doin here? What sort of plowin is this you doin?â
He was like to blow me down. Iâd tell him, âIâs doin the best I can, Papa, Iâs doin the best I can.â
Next word, âDrop them britches. Drop them britches.â
He run around then to the old horse mule and begin to untie one of the lines from the