nodded. Grimly. Working her witchy work.
âOut of cookie dough, huh?â
Another solemn nod. âYou glaze them. And bake them in the oven,â she said. And with another sorcerous glance my way: âThatâs what turns them real.â
âUh huh.â I saw what she meant. They did have a quality about them. Shiny, pliant-looking; made you want to touch them. âIâm no good at art. If I made them, they would all just be â¦â Doody with arms, I wanted to say, but I was a gentleman. âLumps with arms,â I said.
At that, she surprised me by letting out your standard issue giggle â and then immediately kneaded her grin back into the wrinkled mask.
I plucked up courage, reached for the soldier. âCan I see one?â She didnât stop me. I picked it up. Examined it appreciatively. No gun, mind you, but a very promising barbarity about the mouth and eyes. âMan, you could sell these,â I said. âYou just gonna let that one float away?â Actually, the girl figure was caught now in the roots under the bank a short way down. âIt looked good.â
âIt was good,â she said softly. âI told you. It was my sister. Lena.â
âYeah. Yeah. Well, Iâm an only child.â
Slowly, she turned her spectral gaze downstream. âSo am I.â
Right. That called for another reassuring glance upriver at the big folks. Uncomfortably enough, the light seemed to have faded some around them since my last look. They were dappled shapes now, gesturing at each other against the grainy vista of naked trees and burbling water. Their faces, in-leaning, were laced with branch shadows, and Mrs Sole had one of Dadâs hands clapped in both of hers â as if she were trying to slow him down so she could get a word in.
âI thought you said you had a sister,â I said to the girl again. I handed back the soldier. She took it from me with tiny girl fingers that brushed against mine. She lay it in the basket. Picked the others from the earth and bedded them down too.
âI do,â she said.
âWell, what is she, like, imaginary?â
âNo. Sheâs not imaginary.â More eyes, half-whispers, sorcery. âSheâs a ghost!â And back she went to the figures in her basket with much mysterious maneuvering, voodoo passes of her hand. âShe died before I was even born. Sheâs a ghost now.â
Well, I reckoned it was getting late: just about time for me to run screaming for my life. With a casual grunt, I stood out of my squat. Stretched. âYeah, well, you know, ghosts arenât real. Or anything,â I told her. âThere arenât really any ghosts.â
I do believe sheâd been saving this last glance of hers. It was something out of a horror movie. She turned it up at me from where she knelt. Blasted me with a couple of campfire eyes, a grand smile of insane knowing. âThat doesnât mean you donât see them,â she told me. âYou have to see them. Ghosts. Theyâre like the sky. The sky isnât real. There is no sky. Itâs just particles that make us see the blue in the light.â
âYeah. So?â I said. âI knew that.â
âBut you have to see it. Itâs not like other things, other things that arenât there. Like dragons or ⦠or monsters or something. You canât just say itâs not there and stop seeing it. You have to see it. So it is there. Like ghosts.â
âWell, yeah, but ⦠I mean, you could go up through the sky with a rocket, so it isnât there really,â I said desperately.
âYes,â she answered, âyes.â And she finally got that face off me, turning back, motherly, to her basket of creatures. âYes. Thatâs what makes it so strange.â
Whatever else I was going to say, I swallowed it, glug. Things were spooky enough already. It made me feel dizzy, in fact, this