resignation of someone whoâd learned too early that love was never a guarantee, not even from a parent.
âI canât make her, no, but she will, honey. I know she will.â If he had to hog-tie her and explain a few facts of life, Megan OâRourke would do right by thischild. Just as Tex had predicted, Jake would enjoy every single minute of seeing to it.
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If it had been up to Megan, Texâs funeral would have been private. It was Jake who handed her a letter with Texâs wishes spelled out. He wanted something lavish, even though he hadnât set foot inside of a church in years.
âThe service isnât for me. Iâll already be wherever Iâm heading,â heâd written. âItâs for you, Megan. I want you to be surrounded by the steady, solid folks around here. Maybe itâll help you to remember what itâs like to have friends who can share your grief, whoâll be there for you and expect nothing in return. Seems to me like youâve accumulated enough of the other kind in New York.â
She sighed at his words. Leave it to Tex to take a dig at her life-style while laying out his own funeral arrangements. She forced herself to read on.
âAfter all the hooplaâs over, bury me quietly on that rise overlooking the creek,â heâd instructed. âIâve already made arrangements for my tombstone. Itâs nothing fancy, so donât you go adding any flowery sentiments to it. Plain and simple will do me just fine.â
When sheâd finished reading, she folded the letter precisely and tucked it back into the plain white envelope with her name scrawled across the front in Texâs careless script.
âI suppose you know what it says,â she said to Jake, irritated that heâd been taken into her grandfatherâs confidence when she had not.
âThe gist of it,â he agreed. âObviously, the details are up to you, but he made his feelings known.â
âAnd, of course, Iâll do as he asked,â she said wearily.
Jake studied her intently. âAbout everything?â
âYouâre talking about Tess, arenât you?â
âOf course.â
âJake, I canât think about that now. I really canât. Iâm feelingâ¦â Her voice trailed off and she held up her hands in a rare gesture of helplessness.
âLost? Overwhelmed? Angry?â he supplied.
She caught herself wanting to smile at the litany, which was eerily accurate, reminiscent of a time when Jake had read her mind with ease. âPretty much,â she admitted.
âSome of this youâll have to handle yourself, but in terms of the funeral, if youâre agreeable to what Tex wanted, you can sit back and leave the rest to me,â Jake offered. âIâll make the arrangements for the service and the burial.â
She balked at letting him take on that task. Duty came to mind again. âItâs my responsibility.â
He shook his head and grinned. âAh, Meggie, you never did know when to let go, did you? Iâm surprised you havenât gone up in flames with all thatâs on your plate in New York. Do you trust anyone to handle even the tiniest detail?â
She thought of Todd and his incredible efficiency. âOf course,â she snapped.
Jakeâs steady gaze was skeptical. âReally?â
Okay, she admitted to herself, the truth was that not much got past without her final approval. Her staff sometimes chafed at the lack of faith, but she reminded them repeatedly that it was her name on the magazine, her image on the television screen, her reputation on the line. Admitting any of that to Jake, though, was not an option.
âItâs a funeral, not a presidential inauguration. I can handle it,â she informed him. âIâll be sure and call your office when the time is set.â
He grinned and settled back in the easy chair opposite