deny him that sense of identity, that sense of connection, because itâs inconvenient?â
He could feel the heat climbing into his cheeks. âI didnât sayââ
âYou didnât have to. Youâre a coward, Detective Ames.â
The blunt assessment hit its mark. What had ever made him think that he could get around this woman? She was one tough customer. He met her gaze evenly. âMaybe I am, Mrs. Jackson. You donât know much about me.â
âI know that youâre willing to turn your back on a little boy without even meeting him.â
âIt wouldnât be the first time,â Walker muttered, thinking of the accusations his ex-wife liked to throw at him about his treatment of his own kids.
âWhat was that?â
He sighed. âI have two children of my own, Mrs. Jackson. Two boys.â
âYes, you mentioned being married.â
âDivorced, actually. My ex-wife has moved to North Carolina. I see my kids for two weeks in the summer. My ex claims thatâs still more than I saw them when we were living under the same roof.â
She surveyed him with that penetrating look that disconcerted him.
âIs she right about that?â she asked.
âProbably. Iâm a dedicated cop. Itâs never been a nine-to-five job for me.â
âWhich is to your credit. Iâm sure itâs not easy. Based on our phone conversation, Iâm sure youâve seen things that the rest of us would prefer to pretend donât happen. That must take a terrible toll. The work must consume youat times. I know mine does, and it canât be nearly as difficult as what you face.â
âThatâs still no excuse for neglecting my family,â he said. âI was a lousy husband and not much of a father.â
âYour words or hers?â
He smiled at her indignant expression. âHers, but she pretty much nailed it. I donât deny it.â
âOwning up to your mistakes,â she said with a little nod of satisfaction. âI think maybe you have potential, after all, Detective.â
âI havenât changed,â he insisted.
âBut you can, with the right incentive.â She pushed the picture of Tommy back in his direction. âAt least meet him. Tommy needs to know that he still has family out there. You owe him that. You surely owe your sister that.â
Walker couldnât debate that point. He owed Beth for not being there for her, for not trying harder to keep her away from Flanagan, for not finding her years ago.
âOkay, you win. Iâll meet Tommy, but Iâm not making any promises, Mrs. Jackson.â
âFair enough.â She reached across and patted his hand. âIâm sure youâll decide to do the right thing when the time comes.â
Walker wished he shared her faith. There was one more thing he had to do while he was here, though. He needed to go by the cemetery, see where his sister was buried.
âBefore we go to see Tommy, thereâs something Iâd like to do,â he began.
âStop by the cemetery,â she guessed. âItâs five now. Iâll call Daisy and let her know weâll be there about six. And if youâd like to take flowers to your sisterâs grave, I know where we can get some lovely ones.â
He hadnât thought of flowers, but she was right. He needed to make a gesture, leave something behind. Maybe wherever Beth was she would know and would understand that sheâd always been in his heart.
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King waved his latest housekeeper out of the dining room. Never could trust the help not to pass along every word that was spoken in his house. Finally satisfied that she wasnât lurking at the keyhole, he regarded his sons intently and asked, âOkay, now, what are we going to do about your sister?â
âI should have known you didnât just invite us over here for a nice dinner,â Tucker