determined cheer, âRight. Sorry. Renfield then.â
âYou donât need a Renfield,â he assured her. âLike I said, we donât bite mortals anymore. Itâs not allowed.â
âOh? Why is that?â Holly asked, with feigned interest, her gaze sliding sideways to the door and back.
âIt was too risky,â he explained. âThere was too much chance of drawing attention to ourselves that way.â
âHmmm.â Holly nodded as if she believed him and sidled toward the door an inch or two under the pretext of shifting her feet. âSo how do we feed? Do we buy pigâs blood from the slaughterhouse? If so, I guess I need to arrange for that instead. Lots to do. Must get to it.â
âNo, we get our blood delivered now.â
That startled her enough to draw her full attention. âDelivered? Like pizza?â
âPretty much,â Justin admitted on a laugh. âWe have our own blood banks and whatnot.â
â âWeâ?â she queried.
âThere are a lot of us. Not like millions or anything,â he added quickly. âWe try to keep our numbers low. We wouldnât want to outgrow our food source.â
â âFood sourceâ?â she queried carefully. âYou mean Âpeople?â
âMortals, yes. We even have laws and rules to ensure we donât turn too many.â
âLaws?â she asked with feigned interest, managing another sliding sideways step. âWhat kind of laws?â
âWell, weâre only allowed to have one child every hundred years, and we can turn only one mortal in a lifetime.â His expression turned serious and he said, âMost save it to turn their life mate.â
Holly frowned over the having-Âone-Âchild-Âevery-Âhundred-Âyears bit, which seemed to suggest he believed he would live hundreds of years after all, but then the last bit stuck in her mind and she asked, âLife mate?â
âItâs the one mortal or immortal we cannot read or control, and who cannot read or control us.â
âYou can read and control mortals?â she asked dubiously.
Justin nodded. âWe all can. Immortals can control every mortal, except for the crazy or their life mates. Itâs how we recognize our life mate. That inability to read or control them is why they can be a proper life mate, the one we can live happily with for our very long life.â
Holly shifted another step to the side, alarm beginning to creep up her spine as she absorbed what he was saying. Swallowing, she said, âAnd you used your turn on me.â
He nodded solemnly. âYouâre the one, Holly. You are my life mate.â
âOh wow,â she said weakly and thought, You poor, crazy, deluded sap. Sheâd started out thinking he was harmless enough and had helped her when she lay unconscious and helpless. Sheâd sort of convinced herself, if only subconsciously, that he wasnât a danger to anyone and not to bring the authorities down on him. But heâd built a whole vampire world in his mind, with blood deliveries and supposed other vampires wandering around. More important, heâd developed an unhealthy fixation on her as his âlife mateâ . . . and all without exchanging a word or even a smile with her. The guy was cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs and this was getting pretty creepy. She was starting to have visions of being locked in a cellar and forced to sleep in a coffin, maybe even raped in that coffin by this man who had decided she was âthe one.â He needed help. And she needed to get away from him as quickly as she could.
âI know itâs a lot to take in,â Justin said sympathetically. âBut itâs really all a good thing. Being a life mate is like . . .â He struggled briefly, obviously looking for something to compare it to and then finished with, âWell, itâs like winning the lotto or