Iâm afraid. Or a body can get wedged between rocks or in a crack in a cliff, and who knows when itâll beseen again. But we donât
know
itâs bad news, if yeh see what Iâm sayinâ.â
âI suppose thereâs nothing wrong with looking at the bright side of things, as long as you can.â
âBut thatâs not the way youâd see it?â
Nice of Sean to notice
. âDonât mind me. I think I told you that I never knew my father, and I have to wonder if Eoin will have any memories of his. If John doesnât come back.â Maura took a deep breath. âHowâs his wife holding up?â
âWell enough. Sheâs got the four kids to look after, and the cows, so she has little choice in the matter.â
âDoes she have other family around?â
âShe does, and many of them are out lookinâ too.â
âDoes the coast guard usually find who theyâre looking for?â
âThey do, fer all that theyâre amateurs. Donât lose heart, Maura.â
âIâm trying not to.â She gathered up her bags of food and stood. âIâd better deliver this to the gang. Are you coming in?â
âNo. I only wanted to give yeh what little news there was. You can pass it on to the rest of them in there.â He nodded toward the pub.
âThanks, Sean. Iâm glad you stopped by.â
âBe safe, Maura,â he replied.
He drove past the pub just as Maura reached the door. Most of the people inside must have noticed his car, because once again all eyes turned toward her. âNothing new, folks,â Maura said, loudly enough for all the room to hear. The customers turned away in unison. Maura distributed sandwiches and sides to those who had asked. Sheâd brought lunch for Billy too, and went over to join him and Gillian.
âGillianâs been after tellinâ me about life in the big city,â Billy announced.
âHave you ever been to Dublin, Billy?â Maura asked, sitting in a chair on the other side of the table.
âIâve been no farther than Cork city, and that was a good while ago. Too many people, too much noise. Iâm happier here.â
Gillian leaned forward and patted his hand. âI know what you mean, Billy. Sometimes itâs all too much to handle.â
âAnd thatâd be why youâve come back to us here?â Billyâs question seemed innocent enough, but Maura guessed his shrewd gaze didnât miss much. Like Gillianâs anxiety underlying her words. Would he make the logical deduction? Given that he was a man and an old one at that, maybe he wouldnât go there. Or maybe he would. Heâd surprised her before with his perceptiveness.
Billy turned to Maura. âNo news from your young garda?â
Maura shook her head. âThey havenât found John Tully. Who knows when or if they will.â
âThe sea can be a dangerous place. Thereâs often fishinâ boats out of Union Hall that disappear or turn over. Keeps the coast guard busy.â
âI canât believe theyâre amateurs,â Maura said.
âThatâs not a bad thing, Iâll tell yeh. Folk around here know the waters and the currents, better than someone from away might. And theyâre glad to help.â
âGood to know. You told me you fished at Ballinlough, near the creamery, but did you ever go out on the harbor or farther?â
Billy shook his head. âI like the feel of land beneath my feet. So do many around here. The fishermen, nowâtheyâve got a livinâ to make, as long as the fish last, and theyâre havinâto go out quite a ways these days fer their catch. The rest of the boats on the water belong to rich folk from Glandore or Schull, mebbe. You wonât see âem at this end of the harbor.â
âWhat about where John Tully disappeared?â
âThatâs no more than a small cove
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