as if Ben and Ginger horsing around was the cutest thing sheâd ever seen. It reminded me of Miss Claudiaâs face when she talked about her great-grandbabies.
The old lady looked from Ginger to me, and I could read what she was thinking just as plain as if it were stamped on her wrinkled face. She thought Mama and Ben were married and Ginger and I were their kids.
And for just a second, I wished it were true.
But then I thought of Daddy. I owed it to him to set that old lady straight, to tell her she had it all wrong. That Ginger wasnât my sister and Ben wasnât my daddy. That my daddy had been an Air Force pilot and not just a prison guard.
But of course I didnât say anything. I just glanced down, and it felt as though somebody had jabbed me in the chest with a sharp stick.
Ben reached into his back pocket for his wallet. He pulled out four one-dollar bills. âThis is all Iâve got, so if it costs more than this, youâre out of luck.â
He offered two of the bills to Ginger and the other two to me. Ginger grabbed hers.
I squirmed, staring at the money. It wouldâve been okay if Mama had offered it, but I just couldnât take it from Ben. After all, going to buy ice cream was the very last thing Daddy and I had done together. I took a step back. âThatâs okay. Iâm still full from supper.â I fumbled with the hem on my shorts.
âYou sure?â Ben asked.
No,
I wanted to say,
Iâm not sure about anything.
But I just said, âYes, sir, Iâm sure.â
Ginger wrinkled up her nose. âYou donât got a speck of brains, Piper Lee.â
I turned my back on Mama and Ben. Ginger sped off through the crowd toward the ice cream stand and returned a few minutes later with a giant scoop of strawberry swirl. It looked so good, I could hardly stand it. I wanted to grab it and splat it in her face.
âMmm,â Ben said. âI think I need some of that. Want to share a scoop with me, Heather?â
âI donât know. Iâm supposed to be watching my figure.â
âOh, come on, now,â he said. âThatâs my job.â
Mama giggled. âYou and your sweet talk, Ben Hutchings.â She winked at me as Ben pulled her off toward the ice cream stand. âBe right back, honey.â
I shrugged. Ginger found a shady spot behind an old Chevy to sit. I tried to act interested in the Chevy, but the tears in my eyes made it too blurry to see.
7
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I T TOOK ME three days of brainstorming to come up with what I named âOperation Finding Tina.â The details took another two days. But by late Sunday night Iâd boiled the whole thing down to two simple steps.
Step one: find Tina. Step two: convince Ginger to call her.
Things would just happen natural-like after that. Ginger and Tina would talk, and then Tina would come to visit. Sheâd realize what she was missing out on, that she never shouldâve left in the first place, that she still loved Ben. The two of them would get back together. Mama and Ben would cancel their wedding.
I grinned into the darkness as Mowgli purred beside me. It was a perfect planâas slick as spitting watermelon seeds. How come I hadnât thought of it sooner?
The only downside was Mamaâsheâd be pretty disappointed. But I knew sheâd be okay. Sheâd still have me. And Iâd find some way to make her feel better.
âMama, can I ride my bike to the library?â I asked the next morning.
Mama gave up her struggle to open a plastic bag of Toasty Oâs and reached for the scissors. âThe library? By your lonesome?â
âItâs only a couple miles.â
âBut youâve never done it alone.â
âI can do it, Mama. Iâm not a baby, you know.â
âI never said you were. Iâm just not comfortable with you riding around downtown by yourself yet.â
I clamped my teeth. Getting to the library was