protecting a stiff ankle.
âNot much use when you canât fly any longer. Even the Army wouldnât take me. Hardly surprising, if you canât climb the ladder when the whistle blows,â he went on. âOr race across No Manâs Land. Thereâs a splinter of something nasty lodged near my heart as well. No one would operate. And there you have it.â
I thought perhaps heâd explained his presence out of a sense of guilt for not being in France. There were uniforms for the wounded who couldnât be returned to duty. He was wearing worn corduroy trousers and a cotton shirt to work in. âItâs very dangerous to try,â I said. âBut you can still build your boats. Thereâs something to be said for that.â Then I realized how neatly heâd changed the subject so that he hadnât had to talk about the explosion.
âThis is a perfect place for such a mill,â I went on. âI donât see why they decided not to rebuild on this same site.â Two could play at this game of misdirection.
âIt would cost more and take longer to clear the land before putting up another building. Theyâve moved on. Besides, itâs a grave now, isnât it?â He pointed to the line of warehouses. âIt was rumored they might turn these into a new factory. But the town protested, and I think it finally dawned on London that where there had been one catastrophe, there could very well be another, and this time, the townâÂor a large part of it, at any rateâÂmight go up with the buildings. They were damnâÂvery lucky, the last time.â
âBut why was it suspicious, this blast?â
He answered grudgingly, âAshton Powder had had a very good record. The mill had been here since the Napoleonic Wars, if not before, and there had never been any trouble. Thatâs rare, dealing with gunpowder.â
âThen what went wrong two years ago?â I persisted.
ÂâPeople got careless. Or nervous. One mistake is all it takes to level such a place. And there was the pressure to produce more and more powder. The munitions factories were running flat out. Collier did his best to keep them busy. God, if you were in France, youâve heard the guns, you know how many they lob over in a single hour. All those shells have got to come from somewhere. And the powder to fill them.â
I knew, all too well. The ground shook, the very air seemed to vibrate as the big guns pounded a sector. Men lost their hearing, as Mark had done, or had such severe headaches they couldnât function. Some developed such a shock to the nervous system that they couldnât stand.
All those shells have got to come from somewhere . . .
I turned back to the ruins. âYou donât think about that, do you? Where the shells come from. It just seems thereâs an endless supply.â Changing the subject, I said, âDoes everyone in Cranbourne believe that Mr. Ashton started that fire?â
âThere are two camps. The survivors of those lost in the explosion needed someone to blame. A casual spark seems a very dubious source for such tragedy. After all, as I said, it had never happened before. And Ashton was there. As it began.â
âAnd the other camp?â
âTheyâve lost their livelihood, havenât they? And they too want to blame someone.â
âAre you among those last?â
He shrugged. âIâd like to hold someone responsible too. I knew many of the men who were killed. Itâs comforting, you know, to find someone to blame. It says that God isnât cruel, itâs Man who caused such pain and loss. You can rage at a man. Itâs harder to rage at God.â
He hadnât really answered my question, but I let it go. I was starting to walk on, when he said, âLet me close these doors. Iâll walk back with you.â
I could see his limp as he shut the long, heavy