cold.â
The children obeyed readily, which threw her a little. She was raising her daughters to have minds of their own, but that meant they were often obstinate and sometimes even defiant.
Parnell had accused her of spoiling them, though heâd indulged the girls plenty himself, buying them hair ribbons and peppermint sticks and letting them ride his horse. Edrina, rough and tumble as any boy but at the same time all girl, was virtually fearless as well as outspoken, and trying as the child sometimes was, Dara Rose wouldnât have changed anything about her. Except, of course, for her tendency to play hooky from school.
Harriet, just a year younger than her sister, was more tentative, less likely to take risks than Edrina was. Too small to really understand death, Harriet very probably expected her papa to come home one day, riding Gawain, his saddlebags bulging with presents.
Dara Roseâs eyes smarted again and, inwardly, she brought herself up short.
She and the girls had been given a reprieve, that was all. They could go on living in the marshalâs house for awhile, but other arrangements would have to be made eventually, just the same.
Which was why, when she and the girls had eaten, and the dishes had been washed and the fires banked, Dara Rose followed through with her original plan.
She and Harriet walked Edrina to the one-room schoolhouse at the edge of town, and then took the eggs to the mercantile, to be traded for staples.
It was warm inside the general store, and Harriet became so captivated by the lovely doll on display in the tinsel-draped front window that Dara Rose feared the child would refuse to leave the place at all.
âLook, Mama,â she breathed, without taking her eyes from the beautiful toy when Dara Rose approached and took her hand. âIsnât she pretty? Sheâs almost as tall as I am. â
âSheâs pretty,â Dara Rose conceded, trying to keep the sadness out of her voice. âBut not nearly as pretty as you are.â
Harriet looked up at her, enchanted. âEdrina says thereâs no such person as St. Nicholas,â she said. âShe says it was you and Papa who filled our stockings last Christmas Eve.â
Dara Roseâs throat ached. She had to swallow before she replied, âEdrina is right, sweetheart,â she said hoarsely. Other people could afford to pretend that magical things happened, at least while their children were young, but she did not have that luxury.
âI guess the doll probably costs a lot,â Harriet said, her voice small and wistful.
Dara Rose checked the price tag dangling from the dollâs delicate wrist, though she already knew it would be far out of her reach.
Two dollars and fifty cents.
What was the world coming to?
âShe comes with a trunk full of clothes,â the storekeeper put in helpfully. Philo Bickham meant well, to be sure, but he wasnât the most thoughtful man on earth. âThatâs real human hair on her head, too, and she came all the way from Germany.â
Harrietâs eyes widened with something that might have been alarm. âBut didnât the hair belong to someone?â she asked, no doubt picturing a bald child wandering sadly through the Black Forest.
âPeople sometimes sell their hair,â Dara Rose explained, giving Mr. Bickham a less than friendly glance as she drew her daughter toward the door. âAnd then it grows back.â
Harriet immediately brightened. âCould we sell my hair? For two dollars and fifty cents?â
âNo,â Dara Rose said, and instantly regretted speaking so abruptly. She dropped to her haunches, tuckedstray golden curls into Harrietâs tattered bonnet. âYour hair is much too beautiful to sell, sweetheart.â
âBut I could grow more,â Harriet reasoned. âYou said so yourself, Mama.â
Dara Rose smiled, mainly to keep from crying, and stood very straight,