pretty out today to fight with anyone.â
Claire watched as he filled a glass with water then brought it to his lips. He drank deeply, a droplet of water falling from the bottom of the glass and landing in the center of his chest.
Her head suddenly filled with the memory of a dream sheâd had the night before, a dream about Sarah and Daniel Walker. In her dream they had stood by the edge of a creek, and Daniel had bent down and scooped up a handful of the crisp, clean water. Heâd raised his hands to his mouth and droplets of the liquid had escaped and fallen on his beautiful chest.
Heâd grinned at Sarah, his eyes filled with a love so intense that it had ached in Claireâs heart when sheâd awakened that morning.
âHello? Anybody home?â Joshua said.
The image of Daniel and Sarah disappeared and she stared at Joshua blankly. âExcuse me?â
âI said itâs such a beautiful day why donât we do a picnic lunch and take it out to Millerâs Park? We can take all the clues to the treasure hunt and brainstorm in the fresh air and sunshine.â
âYou kids go ahead,â Sarge said. âItâs too much trouble to get me and my chair out for apicnic. Iâll be fine here alone for a couple of hours.â
Claire was unsurprised by Sargeâs words. Sheâd been unable to get him out anywhere since heâd had his stroke.
âOh, no, you donât,â Joshua exclaimed. He set his glass in the sink. âYou arenât weaseling out of this. If you donât go, then Cookie and I wonât go.â He winked at Claire. âAnd I can tell by the look on Cookieâs face that she really wants to go on a picnic, and you know how she pouts when she doesnât get her way.â
A burst of laughter exploded out of Claire at his audacity. Joshua smiled at her and for a moment in the depths of his spring-green eyes she saw a glimpse of what had once been. Desire, rich and bold spilled from the green depths of his gaze.
She broke the eye contact, disturbed that what she felt was a deep wistfulness, a yearning for something that had never beenâ¦would never be.
âI reckon we donât want Cookie pouting, so I guess weâll have a picnic,â Sarge finally replied. âBesides, it will be kind of like old times, wonât it? We had some fine times in the past picnicking out at Millerâs Park.â
Claire felt Joshua looking at her once again, but she refused to meet his gaze. âYeah, we did,â he agreed softly.
âWhy donât I finish mowing the front lawn andClaire can pack a lunch, then weâll take off around noon.â
âSounds like a plan,â Sarge replied.
Claire supposed she should be grateful that Joshua had managed to get Sarge to agree to an outing. It would be good for Sarge to get out of the house for a few hours. And she was grateful, but that gratefulness was tinged with a dark uneasiness as she thought of the planned picnic.
Sarge was right, some of the best times of their life together as a family had been spent on summer-day picnics at Millerâs Park. But she didnât want to remember that happy time in her life and she didnât want to think of the emotion sheâd thought sheâd seen momentarily shining in Joshuaâs eyes, an emotion that looked surprisingly like desire.
If Joshua had come back here to ask her for a divorce, then something inside her would be broken forever. But if heâd come back here seeking some sort of reconciliation, then heâd be disappointed.
There was no way she could go back, no way she could allow herself to fall back into loving Joshua again.
Chapter Four
M illerâs Park was a favorite place for families to while away the lazy days of summer, especially on Saturdays and Sundays when the children were out of school.
This Sunday was no different. By the time they arrived at the park the playground was already