didnât want to end up wheezing like Fred. Shaking her head as he went through the door, she wondered how someone as sour and bitter as Mrs Chapman could have such a friendly son. Pity he looked the way he did. Then again, she should know all about children who didnât resemble their parents. She turned back to the story of Princess Grace with her new daughter, a world away from the overcrowded house and the useless out-of-work girl in it.
Alison had forced herself to have another attempt to find work. Sheâd gone up and down all the roads around Clapham Junction, trying the shops, the offices, even the station itself. It wouldnât be so bad to be behind the scenes somewhere, in a back room where she didnât have to face the public. She had her reference from the factory and it said she was a reliable worker, but it did no good. Nobody was hiring, or thatâs what they said as soon as they saw her. âTry again in a few weeks, love,â said the woman in the ticket office. âYou never know. Donât give up.â
Easy for her to say, thought Alison. She had a warm office, friendly people to chat to and she probably had a loving family at home as well. Why did some people have all the luck? When sheâd been younger sheâd thought all families were like her own but now she knew differently. She wished her mother and Hazel would stop picking on her and yet she knew she was so awkward she probably deserved it all.
Rounding a corner she was dismayed to find two of the paperboys from the newsagentâs coming towards her. âLook, itâs horse face!â shouted one, pulling his hand out of his pocket to point at her. A shower of coins fell onto the pavement.
âHorse face, horse face!â called his friend, pretending to gallop. âImagine seeing that when you look in the mirror! Nay-y-y-y!â
âWhy arenât you at school?â demanded Alison, too fed up to ignore them. âWhatâs all that money? Have you been stealing from my mumâs shop? Sheâll get the police on you if you do that.â Even though Cora wouldnât care about them teasing her daughter, sheâd be down like a ton of bricks if any of them had been putting their hands in the till.
âNo we ainât. We won the money in the penny arcade and donât go telling your mum any different,â said one boy menacingly as he shoved her against a wall, while the other one scooped up the coins.
Alison pushed him away and grimly turned for home. Her sleeve had ripped where the boy had gripped it but she already knew that she wouldnât say anything â not because she was frightened, it was far from the worst thing that had happened to her, but because she was ashamed. Being pushed around by a boy half her size and half her age â she didnât want anyone to know about it. All it had done was make a miserable day even worse. But the most worrying thing was, she couldnât see how her life could ever get any better.
Chapter Five
âGood weekend, Nev?â asked Nobby on Monday morning. âWere you out down the pub? Making the most of your final months being young, free and single?â
Neville rubbed his eyes. He didnât want to admit it but working back-to-back shifts over the past couple of days had been more tiring than heâd thought. Heâd had hardly any sleep and, worse still, heâd hardly seen Hazel. But it was going to be worth it, to give her the wedding she so badly wanted. âDid a spot of overtime,â he said. âSaves me spendinâ the cash down the boozer.â
Nobby raised his eyebrows. He didnât believe in working weekends. Nothing kept him from the pub on Friday and Saturday nights; that was the whole point of going to work â to have the money to sink a few pints with his mates. âDonât you go wasting your youth,â he told the younger man. âThese are the best years of