shove.â
âWhatever.â Legs crossed, he hopped. âJust hurry and put in your key.â
âI told you to go at Pier Point.â Holding open the door, she flipped on the lights.
âWhoa.â Their usually cool loft was wrecked. âDid we get robbed?â
âNo.â She ruffled his hair, usually a sign she was thinking of him as a little kid instead of an almost grown-up. âBut as soon as you get out of the bathroom, I do have a surprise for you.â
âIs it good?â he asked on his way down the hall crowded with skyscraper piles of boxes.
âI think so. I hope you will, too.â
Kolt peed quickly. He was supposed to wash hishands, but since he wanted to know why there were so many boxes, he just brushed his hands on the fancy towels.
âOkay, what?â he asked, back in the living room.
His mom sucked in a lot of air and then blew it all out. âWellâ¦while you were busy at camp, I was busy, too. Remember when you were little, and I bought you that giant stuffed buffalo and a tepee to play in? And we talked about Oklahoma and how itâs an important state?â
âYeah?â Why did she look as if she was gonna cry? Man, he hated it when she did that. It made his insides feel all twisty.
âThereâs a reason Oklahoma means more to us than the other states.â She wiped her hands on her jeans.
âI know my dadâs from there, and those people from the pictures you showed me, but I donât even really know where Oklahoma is.â
âThatâs about to change.â She put on a really spooky, big smile. âHoney, I know this is going to be hard for you, but weâre moving to Oklahoma, andââ
âWhat?â Kolt jumped up from the sofa, pitching one of his momâs fancy pillows halfway across the room. âThatâs stupid! My friend James moved to Chicago and Iâve never seen him again.â
âHoney, calm down and let me explain.â
âI donât wanna hear anything. This is because of my stupid dad who I donât even know, isnât it? Youâre ruining my life! I hate you!â Kolt didnât really hate her, but on the way to his room, he couldnât think of anything better to say. Moving was stupid and so was his mom.
He slammed his door.
She opened it and parked herself on his bed. âSweetie, there are things I havenât told you that I shouldâve. When I was your age, I had a rough time.â
âWhy?â
She took a stuffed pig from his toy bucket and played with its ear. âSome day, when youâre older, Iâll tell you. But for now, I need you to know that when I mentioned all of our relatives lived too far away for us to see, wellâ¦â
While she took more really deep breaths, Kolt asked, âYou want us to live with them, right? Are we poor or is this supposed to teach me something?â
Standing, she pitched the pig back in his home. âWeâre not poor and yes, being around people who love you will no doubt prove very educational.â
Hating his mom so much he didnât even want to see her, he asked, âHow can they love me when they donât even know me?â
âSometimesâ¦â Her hug smooshed his forehead into her boobs. Why wouldnât she stop and just leave him alone? âWhen people are family, they love you unconditionally. Thatâs how itâs going to be for you. In our new house, youâll have your grandmother and uncles and aunts and thereâll be cousins for you to play with.â
His friend Lincoln had cousins and they were cool. Every Christmas they stayed with him for like two whole weeks. âBoy or girl cousins?â
âGirls, butââ
âI hate girls!â Just wanting to be by himself, Koltran to the living room, unhooking the safety bar on the sliding glass door that led to the balcony.
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