what I need to forget!
Unfortunately her amnesia only covered the problem of how, when and with whomâcancel the with whom, that was fairly obviousâshe had gone to bed. The other awful events of the previous day were not at all fuzzy. Chloe and her betrothed were coming to take Ben to the zoo. Even Chloe had recognizedâafter a little judicious nudgingâthat she couldnât remove her baby son without a little preparatory work.
Discovering sheâd done something she would definitely regret with Rafe of all people might confirm her irresistibility, but it would also round off the worst day of her life perfectly ! No, I couldnât haveâ¦could Iâ¦? She surreptitiously searched his handsome face for some clue and discovered only a moderate degree of amusement, which could mean just about anything.
âIt isnât the first time Iâve shared your bed, Tessânot by a long chalk, if you recall.â
Tess was surprised at the reference. Her tense expression softened. She did recall; she recalled hugging his skinny juvenile body to her own and as often as not falling to sleep with his dark head cradled against her flat chest.
The poignant image unexpectedly brought a lump to her throat. Sheâd never had a friendship as close as the one sheâd once shared with a much younger, more vulnerable Rafe. It wasnât reasonable to expect that degree of intimacy to extend into adulthood, but it was depressing to realise how far apart theyâd grown recently. If something was that good it was worth making a bit of effort to preserve it. Their friendship might not have thrived on neglect, but at least it hadnât withered and died.
She let out a tiny sigh and allowed herself to feel hopeful. If this time had been as innocent as those far-off occasions he was referring to, she had nothing to worry about. Sheâd have felt even more relieved if Rafe didnât have the sort of voice that could make something as innocent as a nursery rhyme sound suggestive.
âIs the old walnut tree still outside the bedroom window?â
These days women usually opened the door for himâ¦except for Claudineâ¦His eyes grew chilly as he recalled that significant door that had been closed firmly in his face. Pity it hadnât closed before heâd made a total fool of himself!
âNo, it was diseased, we had to have it chopped down,â Tess told him in a brisk tone that didnât even hint at how upset sheâd been by this necessity.
âTime gets to us all,â he sighed mournfully.
Her eyes made a swift, resentful journey over his large, virile person. Sure , he looked really decrepit! To add insult to injury, she suspected that even in this sizzlingly spectacular condition he was some way off his prime just yet.
âIt doesnât seem right,â he continued. âA Walnut Cottage without a walnut tree.â
The same thought had occurred to her but she didnât let on. âYouâre not going all nostalgic on me, are you? If it makes you feel any better,â she conceded, âI planted several seedlings after they cut the old one down. And in the interests of accuracy I ought to point out that this was Granâs room back then; so was the bed.â
The one he had shared with her had been a narrow metal-framed affair that would probably collapse under him these days, she thought, letting her eyes roam over his lengthy, muscular frame.
Whoâd have thought that skinny kid would turn into something as perfectly developed as this awesome specimen? Aware that her breath was coming faster as her eyes lingered, she took a deep breath and passed the tip of her tongue over her dry lips. When she swallowed, her throat was equally dry and aching as if she wanted to cryâonly she didnât.
It was all right to notice that a man oozed sexual magnetism; it was quite another to let the fact turn you ga-ga. Rafe had enough people raving on