shakes his head at me. âYouâre right, Julian. There is a lot more for you to learn, but I taught you how to use this,â he says and then points at his temple. âSo the rest should come easy. I tried to teach you how to thinkâsolve problems!â Bebo smiles and his gold tooth twinkles.
âWhen I get older Iâm going to get a gold tooth just like yours,â I say.
Bebo laughs, sticks his big hand out and grips mine tight. âIâve been watching you and your brothers grow up. Alquilino and Gordo playing ball, arguing and fighting, always competing, and you off to the side watching.
âI had older brothers, too. I was always trying to catch up, always trying to be just like them.â
âWhatâs wrong with trying to be like them?â I ask.
âItâs not always wrong; sometimes itâs good because it makes you try harder. But sometimes itâs not good to play someone elseâs game. It can make you feel like youâre not as good as them.â
âI know how that feels,â I say.
âNow let me give you a piece of advice. Youâll never really grow up until you get out of your brothersâ shadowsâfind your own game.â
âWhatâs my game, Bebo?â I ask, and Bebo laughs.
âI canât tell you that, Julian. But youâll know it when you find it. Youâll feel it here,â he says putting his big hand on his chest.
âIf you say so, Bebo,â I mumble even though I donât really understand. I bet Alquilino and Gordo never gave it a second thought.
â
Claro, chico
. Bebo knows about these things. Youâll do fine,â he says just as the lid on the pot starts to rattle.
â
Caramba,
I overcooked the rice!â
Beboâs busy scraping the burned rice from the bottom of the pot as I say good-bye and walk out of the kitchen. His words are still spinning around in my head as I climb up the almond tree in front of our house. Sitting high up on my favorite branch, I can see the beach and the sea, and I can think; itâs almost as good as drawing.
ALMOND REVENGE
Iâm gnawing at what Bebo said when I spot Gordo walking out of the house. He stops under the tree and looks up at me.
âWhat are you doing up there, Julian?â he asks, sounding annoyed.
Iâm about to tell him what Iâm thinking about but then I change my mind.
âJust checking out the almonds,â I answer, as he swings up into the tree.
I pick one out, check the color, and then bounce it in my hand.
âTheyâre perfect,â I call down to him.
At this time of the year the green almonds are just the right weight and shape for throwing. Theyâll fly straight as an arrow and if youâre the unlucky target youâll feel the sting well into the next day.
Gordo climbs up to my branch and then walks out heel to toe without holding on to anything just to show off. The branch bends as he stands over me. He pulls down a handful of almonds and then points at a street sign across the street.
âI bet you I can hit that sign!â
âI bet I can, too,â I say, but before I can get up his first shot clangs against the small rectangular sign.
âBullâs-eye!â
As Iâm getting ready to throw, Gordo steps in front of me on the narrow branch.
âGordo, youâre in my way,â I complain but heâs not listening. Heâs watching the kid with the stooped shoulders walking around the corner toward his house across the street.
âLook whoâs coming,â Gordo says. âItâs the snitch. Heâs right on time.â
Gordo carefully sorts through the almonds in his hand as the unsuspecting boy ambles within range.
âGordo, what are you doing?â I ask, as he nestles a perfect almond into his left hand.
âYou canât do that! Remember what Papi said about his mother.â
âQuiet, he wonât know what hit