Smokey.
Bill deliberated then took a sip of coffee. Paused. âYes.â
âTommy on Twenty-third?â asked Smokey, barely giving Bill enough time to finish speaking.
âYes.â
âWhat they say?â
âTheyâre singing like drag queens.â
âSo whatâs taking so long for the arrest.â
âLike I said, it will happen soon. I need to make sure we got this shit closed airtight. Your boss is a very slick man,â said the detective, intentionally reminding Smokey that he wasnât.
âWhatever. But I just canât do no time, Bill.â
âAnd you wonât, as long as you continue to cooperate.â
âAnd Fashad canât find out.â
âStop panicking on me,â said Bill, looking directly at Smokey for the first time. âIâm a professional, let me do my job. Weâre almost home, buddy. But you got to trust me.â
âCheck, please?â said Bill. He paid the woman, got up, and walked away.
Smokey slowly scanned the diner and noticed a rainbow flag outside. Still, all he really cared about was the fact that he was the only black person. Now that Bill was gone, there was no need to stay, yet something made him feel he belonged there as much as he did in the hood. He asked for a fried bologna sandwich, but when the waitress laughed at him, he decided on a ham and cheese instead.
SMOKEY: A CONFESSION
M y name is Smokey Cloud and when that trumpet sounds, that money is going to be mine.
I met Fashad when I was just a young buck, still in high school. Iâll never forget that night. I was in the hallway before a basketball game, chillinâ with my peoples. Slanginâ as always. Nothinâ big, just some weed. Half of it was plants from my grandmommaâs balcony, the other half I got as a gift from one of my mommaâs boyfriends.
I remember Fashadâs friend cominâ down the hallway. Danger was his nameâfor obvious reasons. He walked in, looking like a businessman. I mean a real businessman, like a rapper or some shit like that. He was wearing one of those rich manâs suits, the kind that come in four different colors and look a hot-ass mess if they ainât on the right person. Two niggas was with himâBrandon and G-Money, I think. I canât remember, they both got locked up a fewweeks later. I guess they wouldnât rat. Either that or they were so dark the cops never asked them to. Danger is out in Los Angeles or somewhereâhe retired.
Danger looked right at me and asked, âWhoâs runninâ this spot?â I was scared as hell. I mean, I was packinâ, but so was he. He didnât even bother to hide his piece; this nigga definitely did not play. I could bust my gun, but he could bust back. And I hadnât never shot no gun beforeâmy shit was just for show, part of my uniform. Like the mascot on a basketball playerâs back. I ainât want to lie, but I wasnât gonna tell him I was head nigga in charge, neither.
He grabbed me by my collar right in front of my niggas. That shit was mad disrespectful. One of the niggas he was with grabbed my nigga Rob and asked him who was runninâ the spot. Rob pointed to meâthe faggot! Danger looked at me like he was about to slit my throat right there in that hallway.
He told everybody else to leave âcause he said he had to talk to me. Him and his mens took me out to his car. I thought they was gonna whoop my ass. When I got in, he told his boys to leave, and they did. As soon as the car pulled away I tried to open up the door, but Danger told me that it donât open from the back. He said he fixed it that way just for me.
He said one of his friends wanted to talk to me. I knew that shit wasnât true. If the nigga wanted to talk we could have done that shit inside. We drove for about five minutes before Danger got out the car and another man got in. That shit was real suspicious. I
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